as all the people passed by me at school I thought about what was going on in their lives. I thought if they were happy, whether they were sad, or maybe in love. I don't know why I thought this about everyone I passed, usually I only do it to a few. Maybe I was just curious, maybe I wanted to see the world through someone elses eyes, or maybe I was just a lonely girl seeing everyone around me that doesn't see me. Maybe some of the people were doing the same as I and looking deep into people or maybe they just didn't care. I have one weakness, some may consider it being caring, that I care about everything, I care how others feel and their feelings affect me so much. I also care what others think of me, I know I have made mistakes in my past and it kills me that people look at me differently for that. I don't like judgement, I think its cruel and no one should have to be judged, that is why I don't like to judge people. I always want to cry when people judge me, I never mean to lead people to judge me in a bad way, but sometimes it justs happens. I'm only human, and I'm not perfect, no one is, so everyone should be allowed many chances to make a real impression on others. Sometimes it takes a while for others to see the real side of people.
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